Monday, August 29, 2011

99 beautiful moments: a study

fifty five

where will this current
lead me, around the corner
to soothing depths, soundless
in their serenity

skating across shallows
and slipstreams gliding
dividing myself between
stones

beneath all these things
sculpting canyons
in my resemblance
looping back into
myself

Sunday, August 28, 2011

99 beautiful moments: a study

fifty four

you ask me to rise.
i eye off the bar.

testing it's weight
against mine.

breath drawn
like a bow

propelling me
into flight.

Friday, August 26, 2011

99 beuatiful moments: a study

fifty three

moments snatched like stolen lollies and incompleted tax returns.
almost falling before we catch ourselves; this is how we walk.
every stroke includes submergence and coming up for air.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

final requests

you ask of me one more thing: will i hold this grief for you?
a small thing, i measure it's weight. watching it as it expands.
it engulfs me; this small thing measured between finger and thumb;
it's elasticity, hypnotic. sands stain my eyes.

i ask myself of myself one more thing: how quickly will it pass.
as long as it takes an angel to dance on a ball of string
that reaches to the moon and back again. as long
as it takes the stars to remember how to twinkle.
as long as i hold onto it. thats how long
it lasts.

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

99 beautiful moments: a study

fifty two

when we tire of holding it
together we learn
to hold our own

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Friday, August 19, 2011

in the interim

until it breaks me
i will pen these posts
in the isolation of crowded rooms

i will dance upon the piano
to the music
of broken keys

i will sweep it all up
and drop it again
like a comic routine on loop

i will photograph the stars
stumbling
before they fall

until it breaks me
i will masticate my dreams
whilst i am asleep

until the fine
filimants of ideas
turn into hope

until every sigh
sounds like a siren
until every horizon is a sure

and it will not break me
for i iwill know it
as my own

99 Beautiful moments: A study

fifty

emotional roullette;
my heart
is loaded

Thursday, August 18, 2011

99 Beautiful Moments: A study

Fourty Nine

the wind sweeps
tears from the sky

I catch them
on my cheeks

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

99 beautiful moments

forty eight


a small seed turns inward
so it may know itself
before the world

Monday, August 15, 2011

99 beautiful moments

fourty seven

So many memories
and so much hope leave
no room for regret

Friday, August 12, 2011

toss and turning


after sleepless nights, an new day dawns
and the light is strangely refreshing.
coiled limbs are stretched
like skins cracked
and shed

scales shining
are balanced again

and the fear that gnaws
is toothless
and it's mouth
though wide
is not so bold

we reach into the abyss
to find no monsters
only the unknown

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

requiem

standing on the edge of the storm, waiting for the rest of my life to appear. this fixation on signposts and trail blazers leaves me counting footsteps and sniffing tracks.

she reminds me of my history. of these things so repeatitious that i forget they even exist until someone points them out. the way i crook my my hand slightly inwards drinking tea, these small cricles of despair that i dance around myself.

i could never be enough for me, or anybody else

post script

then the smoke reveals the golden lining of the clouds. and you remember that the sky is always the exact shade you need it to be. and you take it into you until it is of you. until your heart is light enough to bear.


Monday, August 8, 2011

99 beautiful moments: a study

fourty six

it's been so long
i'd forgotten we
were always this way


Tuesday, August 2, 2011

99 beautiful moments: a study

fourty five

the last of the rains
inhaled into the earth
fracturing beneath feet