or something else entirely

the only thing I'm scared of more than thinking too little is feeling too much. all my genuflections are in front of the mirror when I'm drunk. I've abandoned god but I still pray when I'm scared. i eat salami and drink beer and call myself wholesome. I spend late nights tapping on artificial keys and kid myself that I'm connected to the earth because I live in the desert. That I'm here now despite my dreams of chasin the big city on roller skates.

I spend my days climbing hills and my nights locked in moth proof rooms, but fuck it. I wouldn't swap this madenss for any other....